Rejecting someone after they come crawling back in fear of disrupting the idealized version of them that you have created in your head, or in your diary
lyrics
Used to write about you in my diary
Pretend that you could be good for me
Let you live inside my head
In your very own corner, free of rent
Cause in my eyes you were larger than life
You pulled me in like the moon pulls the tide
I guess the cosmos work in funny ways
Can star-crossed lovers still be soulmates?
Still, I let myself change for you
Bought material things for you
All along it was clear as day
Your honey eyes were set on other things
Come to California, find the girl of your dreams
With straight across bangs and gaps in her teeth
I'm glad it's her, she'll treat you better than me
Leave the idea of you inside my diary
credits
from Dreaming,
released June 13, 2019
All music and lyrics written and performed by Veda Schmigel
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